the waiting is killing me!
Waiting, living in the moment, patience -- these have never been my strong suit despite the the stacks of meditation and living in the moment book, tapes, and pod casts I have gathered over the years. I wish I could just beam myself to Wales and get the show on the road as they say! But I have to wait.
I packed, unpacked and repacked so that I have what I need in a form I can carry. First time through, I had my new rolling duffle AND a rolling carry-on packed to bulging. After a day or two of worrying and complaining, I unpacked and removed half of the stuff I had in the bags-- including the travel books. After all, the internet is available 24/7 and all of mile files are on my ipad. Once I repacked, I was able to get my suitcase down my stairs -- so I guess, my packing is done!
Now just papers to grade and end of the year stuff to finish up and Wednesday will be here before I know it. Om mani padme hum. Breathe, Becky, breathe.